I have a boyfriend!

( :D! )

And I am quite excited about it! Look at me be horribly girly all of a sudden, my word.

Summer is here soon and I'm painting warmth and happiness, and I think that's just what the world needs a lot of nowadays.

Why didn't anyone tell me Peter was an alcoholic!? It's not like I'm part of your little circle of confidants or whatever.

Goddammit. I didn't know.

Girl #1: This morning, when I peed, it smelled like Rice Krispie treats...
Girl #2: Ooh, yum! Let's make some!

Johan and Werner are preparing for their wedding and they're so cute! I love people in love.

Speaking of people in love, Emma's been around a lot lately and it's nice.

I'm in Spain. The kids and I are making a midnight picnic on the beach...at 8, but that appears to hardly matter. They'll call it what they'll call it. They're doing okay. I wanted to let you know that and that I got here safely. I'll come home with them, whenever that is. I'll see you all soon and I love you.

Need some company?

I don't know about you, but I could use a little alone time with you. If Matthew's awake, I could come over and we could play with him until he falls asleep and then have some playtime of our own.

Only if you're interested.

Pierre? Do you care if I sleep with someone else? I know you slept with someone else, and our arrangement doesn't preclude that. But I haven't, despite that, and I just wanted to make sure. Because if you didn't want me to, I'd be alright with that, but keeping things as they are now, I'm fine with too. It's your call, Sexy.

This place? This place is beautiful. Rosalia totally snogged Pierre. It was brilliant. And he's spent a lot of time fucking around in the ocean and it's gorgeous. Little Matthew got wet!! And I stayed up on the sand, trying not to get a mid-winter sunburn. My skin is too translucent to tan!

There's so much love here. Peter and Aly are here too now. And Isabella is fantastic. She came home for the day before she continues on to Madrid. She's following Spectre around the country to all his concerts. Aly has so many cousins! They're all here, exclaiming over her pregnant belly and stealing Matthew for kisses. And they speak so quickly, but you can tell the words are all so wonderful.

It's all so wonderful.

I don't know how he does it, but that Peter Kemp is a lifesaver. He's...amazing. Life already seems so much brighter.

I'm going to be going to Valencia, Spain for a few days in early January. It will be good for me. Good just to get away and know that it's not running. It's only for a few days and then I'm coming right back here. Just a re-charge.

By the way, Liz says Peter slid down the banister of the entryway stairs. Which I think is beyond brilliant.

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Tell me I exist.